Saturday, February 26, 2011

DREAM

Dream
Dreams are
 the life we live
at night its all ways fun
but when we wake up
there gone wiht the moon
 and the next night they continue
 its a story that always changes
 but always continue
ships, sword fights, heroes in the
night, love
 things no one will see or has seen
life at its wildest is when we close our eyes
lay our heads on our pillow and
Dream

The Darkest Moments

The darkest moments is when you are alone,
but you are never alone,
you are a child of god,
and he loves you very much,
he sent his son to walk with us,
to help us through,
you are never alone at your darkest time.

Broken

This is the time when I need that shoulder to cry on.
That hug that makes my day bright.
When I want to burst into tears but hold them back.
I will smile I will laugh but I will be dieing inside.
Two boys had my heart and two boys broke it.
Both boys said they would always be there but they are gone.
I now stand alone in this dark place.
Broken and used wishing someone would be there.

I push him further away and more i do the more my walls go up.
He will never be that close to me again.
He'll never know my true feelings.
My walls are building up.
Imprisoning my darkest secrets my feelings my fears.
The walls are as strong as steel but can shatter with the slightest touch.
I won't shed anymore tears for they are gone.
Smiling comes hard when you are alone

I miss him.
I see him down the hall, smiling with his friends and laughing.
How does he forget so quickly?
I feel him glance over but i turn away.
I can't look at him I can't see those sad eyes that once were happy.
The heart I broke and now want back.
I can't talk to him in person in fear of slipping up.
I wonder if he truely hates me that what we had is gone.
It isn't gone for me.
I want him all the more.
I miss him so much that it hurts but at last again I am alone.
I won't shed anymore tears for they are gone.
  
I shedded tears at the slightest memory of him.
I push my feeling deeper and deeper inside.
Don't show true feeling yet i'm failing.
He knows how I feell yet he refuses me.
He won't have me back.
Yet he won't say he hates me.
I feel like he does that he hates me.
I am alone.

I know I borke his heart.
I don't deserve to be loved.
I deserve to be alone.

I couldn't stand losing him and it has takin its toll on me.
Now all i want is to have his arms around me.
See that smile I loved so much.
To know that I wasn't something dark.
To know that I was his light.
I wish he would hold me close.
But I am alone.

He hold me close in his arms.
He hugs me tightly.
He kisses me softly.
He smiles and looks into my eyes.
I pull him closer and the dream ends.
I will never have him again.
I am alone.
Broken and alone.

I shedded tears at the slightest memory of him.
I push my feeling deeper and deeper inside.
Don't show true feeling yet i'm failing.
He knows how I feell yet he refuses me.
He won't have me back.
Yet he won't say he hates me.
I feel like he does that he hates me.
I am alone.

I know I borke his heart.
I don't deserve to be loved.
I deserve to be alone.

I couldn't stand losing him and it has takin its toll on me.
Now all i want is to have his arms around me.
See that smile I loved so much.
To know that I wasn't something dark.
To know that I was his light.
I wish he would hold me close.
But I am alone.

He hold me close in his arms.
He hugs me tightly.
He kisses me softly.
He smiles and looks into my eyes.
I pull him closer and the dream ends.
I will never have him again.
I am alone.
Broken and alone.

Ice

The streets were almost empty today was like any normal day peasants trading goods and trading secrets. A tall man stood in the shadows of the ally way leaning on a crooked black staff. His dark midnight blue cloak that covered his eyes the only thing that you could tell about him was he was old and how he stood proved he was wise. Terrible news just went throw the kingdom Queen Annemarie was with child and the poor King Marvin has gone missing or at least that is what the queen said. The old man looked at the castle his boney hand came from under the cloak his finger slowly spun a ring on his ring finger the ring was a dragon curled around his finger the eyes were red but as he twisted his ring the eyes started changing color to blue green yellow orange purple it changed in that order over and over again. Light started coming from the ring filling the dark alley with an eerie glow. The man stopped spinning his ring the light vanished the dragons eyes stayed red the man leaned on his staff even more. Looking at the castle and just above the highest tower was a faint red light framing the tower.
The man watched the castle as the light slowly faded his hands back under his cloak and he walked further down the alley and disappeared in the darkness.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Curse

Curse I’m Cursed even though most people would want it and say it is a gift. Immortality is not a gift.  To see your friends family children die and you are stuck in one age. Looking the same no illness could affect you. Feeling nothing but seeing it all happening in front of you and not being able to stop it.
Immortal is what I am. I was born in 17,000 B.C. and still alive to this day so I have lived and seen everything.  I guess you need to know my past to know my future so to 17,000 B.C.